i am bored. bored. bored.
i dont know what time baby's gonna end.
so practically i am sitting in school's library like a freaking idiot.

should i go home firsttt?
sighs.

answer your phone.
turn it on?

let me sign; 5:37 PM

let me sign; 9:39 PM

let me sign; 6:52 PM

oh gosh.
it's 2 days since school starts.
i don't know how am i supposed to survive for 4 months,
but i know i must.

going school alone.
going home alone.
the emptiness is terrible.

on the street, couples sweetness.
in my heart, just bitterness.
damn it.

when you're gone. ):

let me sign; 8:31 PM

okay. i am totally missing my baby love now.
apparently, he is on his attachment camp in school.
oh, i so drag year 3 semester 1. ):

i'm missing him like crazy.
i wanna hear his voice.
i wanna feel his lips.
):

sighs. i feel like crying.
tonight, i would have my goodnight kisses.
no lullaby for me.
not seeing until friday.

i so hope that i would not scream in the middle of the night,
&& fly all the way to ubin to see him.
he's gonna have a camp at ubin on wednesday.
my baby...
):


hang on, corinne.

let me sign; 6:52 PM

apparently, my bf has been sleeping for 3 hours already
since 730pm till now.
&&& his damn phone is not turned on.
grrr. lousy phone.
got new phone also no use.
still always on & off. sigh.

&&&& the worst thing is that, i dont know what time
he is going to wake up,
and this annoys me.
because, i need night msg & my goodnight kisses
to be able to sleep peacefully.
sigh.

douglas ko, you faster wake up.
if not really, i am going insane!
))))):

let me sign; 10:55 PM

:)

had a fun day with baby, even though
we did not do much stuffs other than
just watching youtube videos.
but the fact that i am right beside him,
makes me feel happy. :D

so right now, am watching True Blood.
another vampirish drama.
this time its neither twilight nor underworld.
it's a more dramatic kind of show.
shall explain later.
all in all, it's kinda more explicit. should say it's like M18.
hahaha. but cut out those kind of stuffs, the plot is actually cool.

ciaoooo. am still watching! :D

let me sign; 12:15 AM

lately, i've been very sleepy.
didn't have much sleep.
just like today, had to wake up at 7am.
fetch my little monster, bring her to underwater world.

i touched a stingray & a starfish.
so cool. saw huge fishes & sharks which are much bigger size than i am.
lol. so funny.

we headed down to see dolphins too.
it is my first time seeing.
dammit. i wanted to touch one lor.
that stupid emcee did not see me raising up my hands.
all give the others.
grrrrr.

but all in all, the dolphins are cuteee! <3

ciaooo.

let me sign; 9:04 PM

sunday is always a lazy day for me.
especially when i stayed up late on saturdays,
which in fact i did. LOL.

had to wake up at around 8 plus in the morning,
get ready for church.
meeting baby & nick at yew tee platform.

gosh, i was like a zombie,
very tired.
sermon was alright,
but i have to confess, i wasn't really listening alot. ):

oh wells. then actually headed to thai express to eat,
but i seriously have no cash with me,
and the food that i wanted to have was like 10 bucks.
therefore, baby & i left our group to meet nick & another friend.

we had duck rice. simple, cheap & good. (:
loved it.

&&& it was raining cats & dogs by that time.
crazy man!
headed back to baby's home.
nick went to sleep,
so baby & i & the girls (his younger sisters),
we had a session of monopoly! :D

baby ownage us all!
he was the ultimate winner la.
grrr. we all owed him alot of 'money'.
hahaha.

in conclusion, had a fun day.
baby sent me to mrt. (:

next time, dont know where my fatty will be staying.
he will be shifting to another place already.
):
but nevertheless, his heart is not shifting
away from mine. :D

tomorrow got fyp meeting.
shall go prepare myself.
ciaoooo.

let me sign; 8:31 PM

am working today.
kinda tired, woke up at around 9am plus.
shall grab mos burger for lunch today.
am craving for it.

today start work at 3pm.
am missing baby already.
yesterday we went to turf city for steamboat.
had alot of fun with baby.

love him la.
that fat ass. hahaha.
<3

let me sign; 12:47 PM

went to work today.
was late, first time late.
but luckily, ms yiwen did not scold. (:

headed down to tampines then to bukit timah.
the kids are fun to teach, but kinda tiring at time.
another 2 more weeks, i won't be able to work anymore.
i'll miss my kids. ):

tomorrow is my off day.
so am going out with baby,
we're going dating.
first, we're gonna do some window shopping.
hopefully, i'll be able to get something i like.
then after shopping, we're gonna have bbq steamboat
at turf city. :)

soon, when school semester one starts,
baby won't be in school anymore.
he's gonna go for attachment.
grrrr.
i know i'm not supposed to dread it,
as his gf, i should say 'good'.

but the thought of not seeing him in school,
not being able to hug him whenever i want,
not being able to hold hands in school,
not being able to have breakouts together,
or even just sitting at the pantry,
& him hugging me, caressing my hair & face.

every of those just makes me dread his attachment. ):
how am i supposed to live 4 months without him in school?!

stay alive, corinne. *hugs*

let me sign; 10:03 PM